Hang in there! A buncha shit just changed signs at once. The Sun is in "nobody understands me" Pisces, And there's a full moon in "I'm not good enough" Virgo. Chiron just moved into "why am I pissed" Aries, too. Venus, the planet of peace and love, is in cold hard Capricorn, stuck between the planet of Destruction (pluto) and boundaries (Saturn).
One side of yourself is being a little too picky and hard on yourself. The other is being a martyr.
Give yourself a few more days to settle in, then catch up on your “to do” list, so you can escape from reality guilt-free for a moment.